Thinking Yeast Free

It's been a year since I started contemplating on this diet but sadly, I dont have the guts to even start the process. I feel bad for being a devil to myself, for being a conscience who doesnt want to be heard. I just bought two books about the diet that Im about to start this summer. At this time Im reading as much as I could and hoping that before summer kicks, I'll have the courage to do this with God's guidance.